Note To Self;

There is still so much to learn about life.
People are so different than what you expected.
You suprise yourself so many times in a day.
You do things, never thought possible.
You accept things that are simply unacceptable.
You reject things you feel in your heart;
only to please what someone else feels in theirs.
Some people are just too thoughtful, while others are too greedy.
Even though you understand this, you still don't mind.
But you need to stop letting people take advantage of your kindness.
You need to stop loving so much, and start to hate.
Cause if you don't, you will only run yourself into the ground.
And once your down there, the people you so truly adored;
they won't be there with a bandage to pick you up.
They will only be watching you, next to someone else.
They will be looking at the wounds you so generously recieved;
not doing a damn thing about it.
Only to leave you their to fend for youself.
In the end, that's all you'll have.
So don't put yourself second and others first;
because you were already put last once you ran into the ground.